Tuesday, January 4, 2011Y
Erm... hi everybody? Blogging through phone now... alien to me. B)
Anyways, its a new year and second day of school. Well, still a new start I suppose?
My new class is... highly competitive. Surprising, I preferred my previous class (for once)
I missed the din they created, I miss the way our class was tell best, I miss everything good memory. Lots of teacher assure us that we will be the best class in terms of academic or team spirit? Hey dudes, dun get offended! they may be just words of motivation! ;)
Only Bio and Physic teacher remains unknown.. I certainly dun look forward if my physic teacher is ________
Ms Mok may be teaching. I don't know. Just hope they band (assuming I'm in band 1) >< and there's a possibility that Mr. Timothy Ng may be my Bio teacher. YAY :) I CERTAINLY LOOK FORWARD TO THAT.
SYF is approaching = more practice sessions. Mon, tue and thur. My parents were sort of unhappy knowing the instrument I am playing, to make matters worst, I got to study especially in a class like mine
Man... I will die out of stress man.. I'm already so tired
Saturday is coming.. I suppose it gonna be the day I dislike most? I only enjoy songs, nothing else. Damned. Music suppose to be like... relaxing and enjoyable right? Especially for not music pros like me who's a ordinary student in YAMAHA. What can they possibly expect from an idiot like me?! Go grade 1 and represent the country? Get raffles result? MAN. I am in a government school, dun expect any big field or what. I wouldn't say I love all the people there, nor like to mix with them. But gotta accept it. I wanna do well, get an edusave scholarship like Sheryl. Instead of a damned good progress two hundred bucks. Nah, they are too little. I want the best. So when I get 6 points, 8 distinctions for 'o's (hopefully). And then go into hwa Chong JC (with 4 points) then I can swim,and see boys with trunks all I want without going to public swimming pools. And also running freely in my school running tracks instead of seeing people faces here..
Still can't forget the incident that happen in Bintan. I know everyone is hoping to erase this off from their memories and start afresh. Well, I dun care if people say I am a revengeful person a not, I am not going to accept it.
One more thing. I gotta thank my dad for encouring me regarding me results for the first time. Together with the damn good progress report card, it should make him smile. But then...that idiot who made.me suffer this much when everybody continues, to hello with you. I will never believe I am inferior to other
Dammmit.
Haha. Finally got that pain off my ass, he deleted me off cox I told him that he's an associated who keeps bothering me whenever I'm online in facebook. He deserves it. He's the most annoying out of everyone who starts a chat with me. >< and a 16 year old guy? Behaving so childishly? Acting smart and talking about politics to me. Weeping so easily. Lying to me so many times that he learn chinese kungfu and lean 3 musical instruments. Wtf? I am not a kid, added
Your spamming and interfering comments forced me to ignore you. I have no choice, thanks you to bothering so much, you're suffering the consequences by yourself. Its great you took along your sis with you, coz I dun wish to have any connections with any internet friends like you. Except for two from Thailand. Tongchit Choobpha and Viona. Heheh; )
Chinese new year is coming. I dont look forward to it at all.. I haven even started revision for my common test. Man. When will I start studying? Like last year? Fail everything? Shit. No man, not when I'm in here. I promised papa I will work hard. I am eager to prove him wrong. Gee :)
I wanna lost weight. To become acceptable category. Not because I am eager to prove Jeddave, Junhao, jim, Jason, Shawny or whoever wrong. But is because of the people who pisses me off severely. I am really unhappy about that incident. No one will believe me, even my parents thought its a minor offence. Well, the simple thing is. If they don't, who do? My friends? They dun have the power. Teachers? Everyone knows the result. I am gonna lose weight. Ouch, having leg cramps again. For one thing, though that's my regular excuse, they are real.
I think I'm getting problematic. I want everything. It isn't that I couldn't achieve my goals, its just that.. I lack of motivation. And one last thing. FRIENDS (if you consider yourselves as one) PLEASE STOP FACEBOOKING, MESSAGING, ASKING ME IN SCHOOL OR ANY OTHER WAY OF COMMUNICATIONS WHAT AM I TRYING TO SAY REGARDING MY POSTS. ITS STATED VERY CLEARLY HERE. Stop bothering me over those stupid questions and answers. Argh. Whatever. You want a answer? Get a life and fuck off. Yeah. I am using vulgarities coz yours truly is freaking pisses and irritated. Argh. Having a severe headache now.. man.. I got to sleep.. but I cant. :/
Guess this what I got to endure because of the state I am in. Because of my goals. I have never been so awake since this year. YiXuan, hongxuan, clara, Yifan, I have matured!! ;)
DOCTORS, DOCTORS FTW!! <3
Damned the retarded fools who steal my ricebowl!! Heheh. Just joking. Fair competition kkays? I wanna be the HOD of the hospital. Maybe...something like physiology or human anatomy? Ill decide that next time
For the mean time... that's that's. ;)
10:54 PM
looking forward to my birthday next week. i know i seem happy, or somewhat always carrying that blissful look as what hong xuan commented on. But for the first time in my life, i seem to care so much about my oncoming electone exam.
Never had i done so much in both remembering and practicing so many times of music over and over again. And without failing, always thinking negatively about my poor grades released. No use crying over spilt milk though, i understand that. This isn't the first time i burn midnight oil by practicing last minute at night too. And this shows i got to have more passion for music, otherwiise, my result would most probably end up like the current situation now.
Got to pass this time, if not, i have practically wasted 10 years of time, money and effort.
12:34 AM
Wednesday, June 23, 2010Y
today sec 1 welcome party was ok~
except for some troubles...
Haiz...
Somehow, consulting the chair/vice-chair isn't really a good idea after all. Don't really intend to do that after discussing with Hong Xuan. H-T-H talk. Problem lies with the seniors. It isn't the juniors though i know they slack. But, the seniors daresay they didn't slack in year 1? That's hollywood bullshit, no way am i buying that.
So, what makes a section to be motivated? Purely by teaching and scolding/shouting at them when they are wrong? Juniors are afraid. They said 'she' is too fierce. But on the other hand, would they even appreciate it if we just teach them leniently?
Darn.
Totally hate my life now.
How good if i could jump down,
w/o being fine.
LOLZ.
guess its time to go 'blogwalking'...
11:29 AM
i totally hate those bastards who thought they are so damn smart and anyhow accuse people man. they said they saw it with their own eyes when in fact, they even see you touching it. Get a life man, asshole.Stop acting like a baby, look in the mirrior.How old are you?
Less updates in gossip blog. Only 'little disney' and 'E Inn0cENt AnGeL' contributing.Oh, holy crap.
Dazu was ok today... Can't manage though, but managed to keep up with the music. Only one left. Dad was right after all, Zhong Hu does not even have melody. Hate being alone, or at least, have a person to talk to. Sitting over there like an idiot? OMG. Sitting cross-legged is even not allowed. I don't know why though...
Didn't even touched my holiday assignment except for two stories on chinese.
Well. That's that.
Few days ago, got very irritated by some bitches.Flirt with someone you are not familiar with via facebook or MSN? Damned. So sick of it, at least, don't do it in front of me when i am in a bad mood.
7:34 AM
