looking forward to my birthday next week. i know i seem happy, or somewhat always carrying that blissful look as what hong xuan commented on. But for the first time in my life, i seem to care so much about my oncoming electone exam.
Never had i done so much in both remembering and practicing so many times of music over and over again. And without failing, always thinking negatively about my poor grades released. No use crying over spilt milk though, i understand that. This isn't the first time i burn midnight oil by practicing last minute at night too. And this shows i got to have more passion for music, otherwiise, my result would most probably end up like the current situation now.
Got to pass this time, if not, i have practically wasted 10 years of time, money and effort.
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