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Kind of bored these days.Don't know why.It just seem that there is nothing to do...

Everything that I had wanted had been snatched away...Felt lose at that moment.Nothing seemed to go in the right way for me.

There's lots of project to complete,lots of homework waiting for me.Yet,I have not done any yet.
What the hell is happening to me?

Damn excited,Chinese New Year is arriving,waiting to collect my hongbao and buy a notebook...

Nowadays i like very broke leh.Dunno why.Everything like short of money like that.I have finally realized the importance of money ever since my chinese tuition teacher told me that you only get paid 3-4 bucks per hour there.At first,I was like "so little arh.ok lorhx.Also not my problem." But when I got home and think about it,something hit me.And I finally understood why I always got scolded when I didn't save money but keep spending off so easily.No wonder my father always said you will understand why I scold you when I grow up.And my mother said I have not kai qiao.Yeah,I think I understand it now.Thanks! :D

Sick of typing le.Fingers damn pain.Go audition chat le

Byees! :)

Nothing really happened today... Was like so bored...

Woke up at 11a.m prepared and went tuition.

Somehow,I always felt that tuition was tiring me up.No matter on what day,(be it Mondays,Tuesdays,Wednesdays,Thursdays,or even Fridays),it was a chore to me.But,recently,I found out that tuition wasn't a chore at all.It was fun,exiciting,and a place where I could learn and have fun.I had friends to talk to,to play with,to learn with.Its totally different from school.In school,we are not talking about having fun,instead,we challenge each other and push our limits.We work hard and listen to teachers intentively.We have our juniors,our seniors,and our own peers whom they always and never fail to give us pressure.Be it making fun of you,or even stressing you to learn more,for their own benefit.I suppose.

If that all in life,I don't understand whats the point of living on.Life is short,we should enjoy ourselves,instead of stressing ourselves over our heavy workloads.Parents DO NOT understand their child/children.In their hearts and minds,we are always their 5 year old young kid.Nothing could and will never change their love towards us.And in our school talks,thats what they would talk about.Their great parental love,and their sacrifices,but had they ever spare a thought for us?I don't understand and if your say I don't know,but thats what I feel.Why in the world must they talk about studies everytime?We understand that studies is important,we need it when we grow up,we need it for our future,but shouldn't your relax on this stuff a little?If we don't understand,think of an effective way to explain to us instead of scolding and nagging us right away.Yeah,we know your will not feel good about it,but what about us?Do we?

Your have a choice.Can your stop using your authority as a parent on us?And please respect our privacy.I am sure you will not like it if we go peeping into your work stuff,personal messages,or anything else.That also means stop peeping into our messages in the middle of the night,scold us if we set a password to our phone and you can''t hack it open.Or opening our msn chatbox and reading it aloud and slowly.It is bothering us you know?It is not that we don't give a damn to how your feel,but,we are teenagers,we are growing up.We need out freedom,we need out privacy.WE need to accomplish out own things.Stop forcing a way out for us.We know that its for our own good,but all of your had passed through this stage before,with this anxiety-all test and exams are coming,it doesn't feel good,does it?

I am really sick of typing those stuffs.I don't

Walao...
nowadays is like so darn bored lorhx.
Nothing really happens leh
I also don't know why.

So talk about yesterday 1st bahhs.The only funny thing that happened is that I dropped Jolin erhu and senior told me spoil already.Idiots are treating me like idiots.Funny rite?

HAHAHA.so childish =.=

And managed to scrape through Chinese New Year songs,not that good at it though...

There are lots of test these few days,don't think I would score well,though... Haiz... Pass is the mark I should get,if not what else?Fail?And get another scolding?It's not that good okkays...
During that period of time ever since school reopens,I was like slacking almost everyday.4 weeks had pass so fast,in just a blink of an eye,but I have difficulty in getting use to my new Sec 2 enviroment.

Just this week,there's History,Math,Chinese and English test.Going to have Science test next week.

Are the teachers out to make us stress and totally don't give a damn to how we feel?Or are they just trying to acheive their own goals by using us such as being the fastest learning class,best result,best behaviour,or whatsoever crap.Look at the newspaper,they already said that students normally fair better if they had a break.And WHAT do we get?Nothing at all.

And I'm sick about talkng about studies,it's seriously making me freaking pissed.So...was rushing as usual,(though I don't think anybody believes that I am really rushing for tuition),and was sweating like mad.Damned.If this is the life I am going to get,what's the use of living on?I have tuition on Tuesdays,Thursday,Fridays and Saturday(worst still,its a matter of time I am going to get English tuition)CCAs on Tuesdays and Thursdays.And never once,we were dismissed early.I really think that seniors of teachers-in-charge should give a thought about making the CCA times a bit shorter.Look at Zhong Hua,CO 3.30-5.30.Yeah,they are slower,I know,but at least not like us right?When seniors want students to stay back,teachers reply is an immediate NO (Zhong Hua).But as for us,seniors want students to stay back and teachers reply,immediate YES (Mayflower).What the hell is happening?And the tragic thing is,they should discuss the matter PROPERLY before telling us to gather and start telling us about our plans.Instead of getting us to gather,and when the seniors talk,SOMEONE would interrupt and they start dicussing that matter ON THE SPOT,RIGHT AT THAT GOD DAMNED PLACE.It's seriously pissing me off,and when we started to talk or even discuss about that matter,we were told to keep quiet.What is this treatment for?Can't they even understand or spare a thought for those who are rushing for time?Like maybe tuition like me,or those who's parents or family are waiting to start dinner with them at home.Ya,I know that your need to stay back,much much later than us.But,I believe that your had a achoice right?There's a choice in everything,that means,your could choose to stay back/stay back for a while/don't stay back at all.Why make it so difficult for everybody?At first,I thought there was someone who understands the situation I am in,rushing for time every time after CO and that's Royston.But,when I found out that his piano tuition was actually at 10p.m,my 1st reaction was like - what the hell... He had time to take his own dinner,to rest,to do his homework.But me?I always reach home at 6.30,finish bathing and packing my stuffs at about 6.45-6.50.Eating dinner and the time to go tuition.Yeah if those reading this think that 1hour is a plenty of time,go and try it out yourself every week.Just 2 weeks,and I don't believe that you won't complain anything.Up to now,I didn't even said anything,about blaming my parents for giving me any tuitions that I do not like.All these while,I had bottled up my frustrations,angers,thoughts and all those feelings inside.I should be counted lucky that I had never really lose my temper.About once or twice bahhs.Once is when I got really mad for no reason and I shouted at Keli and Jeddave,as for the 2nd one,I don't really have any impression of it.

Reached tuition and waited for Vinny.Michelle said she was not coming,so one person less to ask question about math sum.Meanwhile,cher created his own algebra questions,4 in total,and asked a sec 3 to join me.She's my neighbout who live in the same block,except that she live on the 5th floor,I am closer with Michelle babhhs.From young see her until now.And that girl got the questions all wrong,thats very smart for a inquisitive sec 3 who keeps asking vher questions,making that tuition damn worthwhile.Vinny reached no sooner and treated me to a can of orange mirinda (thats how it's spelled,though I find it kind of weird).Wa seh damn happy.Drinking cold soft drinks on a hot weather.Shoik man.Thanks! :)

Went home with Xi Ling today

walao

school is like so god damn boring lorhx.Studies suks man.
knn.

Not in a good mood now =.=

Damned.

Later wait teacher finish nagging and talking all those crap already no time for lesson le lorhx.

Guai lan.

And at home also keep getting scolded and nag.Say what studies very important.Who dunno?Idiot.As if so easy lorhx.If not everybody get straight As already right?Still need to wait for CHIJ get arh.

But also true,all the girls there hor,wa seh.Everyday study de lorhx.

Now only can watch tv and play com on weekends.

But,I will use it on weekdays also.I don't care le lorhx.
Can't ta han liao.
Tmd.

And can't stand 瑶瑶 33F。She's obviously acting cute lor.Damned.

Always say I never study like mei mei.If I got I in CHIJ already lor.

I am smarter than my mei,k?Only I lazy only =.=
Your don't know.

And p.e suks,esp the attire.

PaPa nagging me go sleep le.

BB

had co today
again.
Damn sianz =.=
Darn Jun Hao,Jeddave and that bao mei =.=
Dunno laugh what ass.
Argh!

Btw,wonder whether Kang Shun and Dylan will be 'sui' a not.Cuz they touched something that they are not supposed to.HeeHee.Anyways,for those who can't guess,it's the one gals use when got blood *ahem*

so...

see tmr lor :D

go write diary le

nitees ^^

duh...
Really damn bored leh
sick of smsing
feel liike going arcade suddenly.
lol

Bored...
Haven't post for days. =.=
Duh on firday was rushing here and there.
Damn bz that 4 days

ARGH!!!

School h.w never complete,stress nia.
How good if have co everyday.Would really appreciate it.

Jys!
Still damn lousy in my instrument.
And ABSOLUTELY not proud of that.
Going watch 海派甜心 le.

Madly in love wif _____

2nd day of school is like so boring...
some people came up the idea of class tee.

Actually,the design was kind of ok.Except that its a bit plain on the front.But than the worst thing is that the color was orange and black.It was not just those normal color like the orange juice syrup,it was BRIGHT orange.Damned.I would be an eyesore wherever i go out.And worst still,the kind of cloth used is the same as my P.E attire.Hell =.=
Almost the whole day except for Science lesson I was like so god damn bored lorhx.Rotting there,don't even have any books to read.

At least co was more fun.Lunched with Sheryl,Charlotte and Esther. Than went to music room to see not even 1 sec 1 there lorhx.And met Yee Oon,and we (Yee Oon,Xi Ling,Jolin,Lala) if still got others than i forget le.Btw,we ran round the school to look for sec 1s to join co.And its like damned.So little people go...All at home le.
And I made a very very terrible suggestion in front of Yee Oon,and that is during recess,WE would go around asking sec 1s to join co.

Walao I was like shit lorhx.My face all gone le.I thought she should know that I very 爱面子 one.Haiz...Fored Jolin to go with me.Xi Ling too.But don't know whether Hong Xuan want a not.

Had dazu,and it was ABSOLUTLEY boring lorhx.Waited like siao there...And at last the five Zhong Hu got toghther :D heehee.And about 1 hr later,I was seriously getting so freaking pissed off lorhx.My whole face was black lorhx.Keep controlling my anger.

Than wana have some peace in the toilet,keep getting out of the music rm.


Btw thx Xi Ling for helping me and sry to Keli

Walao.This blog is like no tag board and never even write my info lorhx.crap.Gota learn how to do this stuffs le.What a waste of time...

1st day of school today.And it was a total disaster lor.

Is like I don't understand why they don't want to print a timetable out for us lor.Total waste of time writing.But nevermind.Still can tahan.

Lesson time is like so damn BORED =. Class is like so noisy... And cher found it difficult to talk.

And some Sec 1s : TOTALLY RUDE
TOTALLY UNRESPECTFUL
TOTALLY UNREASONABLE

well maybe not all larhx.As I said some.

Don't wana talk about them le.


Talk about co.At least can make me happy and cheerful :D

And so tomorrow,there's something called Sec 1 selection of CCA.And they will come and see the instruments and play play.Duh... Sounds bored.Last time Pri 6 at least the newcomers (Pri 1) were much much cuter than them lorhx.Wen Qi said those who wana help gota go at 2 p.m
And I was like ok lorhx.Anyway stay in the canteen oso damn bored.Xi Ling,Hong Xuan and Jolin got higher chinese.For the rest of the year gonna be bored.Wonder how to spent my time...

Haiz...
So fast, next Friday CCA Exhibition,gota perform,and it's gonna take lots and lots of time. Sure got delay de lorhx.And gota ask for early dismissal,gotmusic class.

如燕 is like simple lorhx.Only when sometime play got a bit out of tune.And it's like so bored... PaPa MaMa is always like asking me change.They said Erhu got melody and I was like... (nvm talk about this later) 听海 is the most jia lat 1 lorhx.Heng not the only 1...

听海 got 1 part going to chorus got to move up move down.Weird.Finger not fast enough,somemore so short.Damn difficult to play...

And they keep saying Erhu is better lorhx.I don't understand leh.I thought is Gao Hu,Zhong Hu than Erhu.Just because my instrument got a LOW sound and they are assuming that it's a lousy instrument?NO.I DON'T WANA CHANGE TO ERHU.SO WHAT?They even persuade me to speak to zls whether can change ant lorhx.And when I don't want,they assume that I am scared or something like that.

Crappy shit.

I just don't wana change.

I AM DEVOTED TO MY ZHONG HU!!!

And i won't ever change my mind again.

Btw,saw lots of sec 3 seniors.HeeHee :D
They look funny manz ^^
Esp Xiang Li. Saw him today

And got to tie my hair le.Don't know should be sad or happy leh.Its like so difficult...
Finally understand why the clique 5 is always stuck in the toilet.HeeHee :D

And Harry Potter was like damn cool man.So exciting.And PaPa at first though that i cant finish the book within 1 day.Almost half of the book leh.1 day leh.Proud of it man.How good if it just don't stop at Deathly Hallows lorhx,continue to have more.

Xi Ling lent me the disc too.Philospher Stone.1st book.And Ron,Harry and Hermonie is like so cute lorhx.Unlike now =.=

And when I watch from Youtube at 1st i thought Ginny is Katie Bell leh.Than i thought pretty leh.But in the end.Haiz...Dun wana talk about it le.

Look forward to the day the movie of the Deathly Hallows come out.Its the last one,hope it will be the best out of the 6 or 7.

Cheers :D

31st/12/09

Had bbq
Kinda fun
Though someone spoiled it.

1st tme bbq-ing with 6 hope friends^^ Not that fun though... hope to see pics in 6 hope blogg :D

1/1/10

New year alrdy... Phew time past so fast =.=
Feel like reading and watching the whole collection of Harry Potter lorhx.Damn cool man.

Very fast Friday le.Have cca exhibition.saddded